I Recognize That I Am Gone

I recognize that I am gone
That I turned back too late
And now a tiny thing, I cry
A bitter slash upon the slate

Of heaven's white and perfect goal
I could not see before
As I drowned in a desert sand
To but succumb to sins I bore

By mislead hands and sorrow bred
In caverns much too deep
A hope begotten at the end
The start of dark and cloudy sleep

That now has overcome the sun
That once allowed a smile
A moment lost to troubled skies
The rain made tears appear worthwhile

Because I know that I am gone
Despite the chance to change
And so dear heart I melt away
While waiting for the world's exchange