Schizophrenia

Hey schizo,
Hey psycho,
Get up and let’s go.

3-7-5,
Get inside,
I’ll make sure this cell barely keeps you alive.

You’re insane,
Inhumane,
Grab her and hold her down with chains.

Countless headaches,
And heart-breaks,
Trust was your biggest mistake.

Confusion,
Trapped in illusion,
I’ve never met this kind of exclusion.

Deprivation,
And humiliation,
All mixed in with hallucination.

Don’t you dare yell,
Escape this cell,
I can’t take one more night in hell.

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Can you hear me?
Can you hear me?
I said can you hear me clearly?

Yes, it’s me and I’m talking to you.
What?
You thought you could get rid of me, didn’t you?

Oh, don’t you worry,
I’ll never leave.
Not one second should you disbelieve

That I won’t watch each time you fall.
I make sure I see your failures,
You’re the best one of them all.

Yes, it’s quite funny to see you try,
All those times you tried to be perfect,
Little girl, I love to see you cry.

Oh yes, I know you hate me,
It’s not very nice,
But I like you; why don’t I give you some advice?

Take that knife and cut your wrist,
It will help me escape,
Dig deeper and maybe I won’t exist.

Hahaa go ahead,
Cut through your skin,
You can’t release me from within.

Silly girl, you’re quite a show,
But you know what?
I know something you don’t know.

I know the exact time you’re going to die,
I know when where and how.
And I certainly know why.

But I’m not going to tell you,
I’ll let you figure it out.
Hey you, keep quiet,
You don’t want those guards to hear you shout.

You don’t want them to stick you with that needle again,
That wouldn’t be fun,
Don’t you remember how much pain you were in?

It’s getting late,
So I’ll say goodnight and goodbye.
And remember,
When I’m finished with you,
You’ll wish you could die.

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No sleep,
In concrete,
Caged behind metal bars of defeat.

That damn voice,
I have no choice.
All these years without rejoice.

One last goodnight,
Then I’ll take this knife.

One last goodnight,
And I’ll end this fight.