Every Day It's Still the Same Dull Knife

Just because she comes off strong,
doesn't mean she didn't fall asleep crying.
Even though she acts like nothing's wrong,
maybe she's just really good at lying.
Not all scars show.
Not all wounds heal.
Sometimes you can't see,
the pain someone feels.
Monsters exist.
They live inside ordinary people,
and sometimes,
they win.
If you could read my mind,
you'd be in tears,
and sometimes I wonder,
why I even bother.
Because no,
you don't know what I'm going through.
We all have secrets,
and I don't want to do this anymore,
but this is just another sleepless night,
trapped in my own fucking mind.