In Love

So in short, I fell in love
For all the wrong reasons
I gave up my heart
To teach myself a lesson
And I came to think
That maybe I'm wrong
But to this conclusion
I took too long.

I slip slowly across the distance
Falling in slow motion
If only I could fall past tense
Then I'd be free of this devotion
But the present cant be changed
And the future doesnt exist
In this prison, Ive been willingly caged
And my past dreams are sorely missed
Im trapped within this hole
With no point of escape
Why did I have to join my soul
With another's, i've left myself agape
And yet I face no regrets
My hope is for the present
I gave him my deepest secrets
I'll keep this connection, I'm hell-bent

So yes, I am in love
And maybe I am wrong
But I'm confident, if shaky
That this is where I belong
So I'll keep up with this lie
But hey, it could be true
Who am I to know myself
When Im in love with you?