Sometimes I Lie

Sometimes when I lie.
I know you really don't care.
When I feel horrible.
You care.

But sometimes...
I don't wanna feel better.
I dont wanna be put together again.

Sometimes don't deny.
You are wrong.
Sometimes when you cry...
I really just dont care at all.

Sometimes I,
I find it hard to believe.
That there is someone
in this crazy.
Messed up world.
That there is someone just as messed up as me.

Yeah I hurt.
So when I lie.
I can't hide.
Sometimes when I lie.
You need to know,
I don't wanna be better.
I can't be put together again.

So sometimes when I lie.
I know your on to me.
Sometimes I don't mind,
how weak I make you feel.
Sometimes I don't care,
Just how dark I can be.

You didn't want me to Lie.
So here is the truth.
I dont wanna be better,
I cant believe there is someone,
JUST as messed up as me.
And I really don't care when you cry.

So sometime, Dont deny.
Sometimes, I lie.