I Still Love You

Sometimes I wish i didn't exsist
With you around it's impossible to resist
You make my life a living hell
Seeing you with her, it's easy to tell
That you want me to be sad
And want to drive me completely mad!

I still see you look at me
You still own my key
That I gave you with my heart
I thought I was being smart
But you just smashed it into pieces
And left me on my own
I thought you'd be there to stay
But you just walked away

I still feel something inside
Everytime you walk by
It tells me to be with you
But you found someone new
I can't believe I ever fell for you
If I never did my heart would still be working
Inside my head is smirking
I should have listened to my head
And I wouldn't be crying upon my bed

I'm living in a nightmare
All my heart does is tare
One little piece everyday
It'll be gone by the end of may
How I wish i'd never met you
And everyday wouldn't be as hard to get through

You win, So just leave me alone
Everyday I moan
Because It's hard for me to say
But I still love you
And that's something I can't change
I guess I should take the blame
It's like a really hot flame
Burning my brain
As I soon Dissapear.......