Never There

It hurts to be rejeced,
To be ignored.
But its even worse,
When the ones doing it are my family

They tell me they love me
and give me a hug.
But its hard to believe them,
When their expressions are smug

They abandon me when I need them most
Make up an excuse
Instead of telling me the truth:
They just dont care

I constantly cry
And you have the nerve to ask why
I just smile and lie

I wish they would want me
And hold me like it ued to be
But my eyes hae opened up and now I see
They will never be there for me