My Smiling Decision

Though I'm blinded and pessimistic at times,
I still have to smile and let a chuckle loose.
In the end, I know I'm better off with out that toy on my arm;
I just wished that helped.

It was a decision I made,
while sitting in history class.
Half fast, I acted on my gut.
At that moment, I smiled, without knowing what I was getting myself into,
I began my path to letting you go.