Love Is Digging Our Graves

Tears are words the heart can't say,
When words are suppressed in fright,
They help you survive each day,
While dying a little more each night.

Do remember when we first met?
Such memories will forever stay
Though even I wish to forget,
I still long for you anyway.

You constantly possess my mind,
And forever shall you hold my heart,
Beautiful, simple, and yet kind,
Is it fate that we were pulled apart?

My very being may ache for you still,
And I never know what to do,
You gave me butterflies against my will,
Perhaps my heart will always belong to you.

I memorized your loving words,
For I wanted to believe it was real,
But your true intention was unheard,
For you never cared for how I feel.

Pathetically, I wish you were here,
For I cannot lose my feelings for you,
Though I wish they would disappear,
I still wonder why you couldn’t be true.

Tell me everything I did wrong,
How many hints was I blind to?
Were my feelings just so strong?
How did I so easily fall for you?

So what is the meaning of forever?
For now it is an eight-letter lie,
Were we not meant to be together?
But love, you didn’t even try...

Look at me, falsely apologize
Pretend like everything is alright,
But finally I have come to realize,
You aren’t worth my tears each night.

Still torment and regret in this heart,
Still poisoned words in this wretched mind,,
Slowly and unmercifully torn apart,
You did not hesitate to leave me behind.

So what feelings have gone amiss?
Was I simply a toy for your mirth?
Did I drown in this forsaken abyss?
Have I truly lost my human worth?

Have I lost all importance to you?
Or was I ever of value at all?
Was every beautiful word untrue?
Did you just wish to see me fall?

Please tell me, the beauty of the lie,
For I was always too blinded to see,
The dreadful actions you now imply,
Your very intention to break me.

So show no feelings of remorse,
And never offer a reason why,
You chose for me, this dreadful course,
But I have no tears left to cry...

I was to blind to see before,
Emotions clouded my every thought
But there is no feeling anymore,
My heart now decays and rots.

But I'm just not strong enough to face this,
You were my reason to breathe,
I fell so desperately into a broken bliss,
Sadly, it still captivates me...

Have you no mercy for the broken?
Must you control my every thought?
Why do I cling to every word spoken?
Those falsely elated words you already forgot..

You walked away without glance,
You never even said good bye,
But I shall get no second chance,
So why should I even try?

All I wanted was to make you smile,
I wanted to be with you forever,
I guess forever only means a little while,
It kills me that we're no longer together...

So quickly you found another,
Someone popular, pretty, and great,
But she is no different from others,
But watching your game is my fate.

Take her hand and hold her tight,
Pretend your happy, give her joy,
Sing her to sleep every night,
But all she’ll ever be is a toy.

The is the path she already knows,
She is everyone favorite mate,
But she is still the one you chose,
She has no care for her future fate.

She has no respect for anyone,
Her body is for everyone to use,
But you don’t care, the game has begun,
And she is your latest muse.

Why did you chose her,
When I loved you so?
Darling, moving on is murder,
But this you will soon know.

Choking on the poison you gave,
Is this how you wanted things to be?
Love is now digging our graves,
Darling, won’t you die with me?