This Last Kiss

waves crash upon my skin
my heart is racing deep within
my breath is heavy crying out
i want to scream
i need to shout
help me please
someone care
i hate this feeling
i hate to be scared
please i beg you leave me alone
i can't do this again
my knife is scraping against bone
this horrid addiction is doing me in
the blade to my flesh ready
to make another mark
my pen is to the parchment
making my heart stop
my breath is gone
my muscles popped
time is running out
now i'm dying slowly
it's making me shriek
and i can't stop
i can never stop the blade
from slicing into my wrist
so i'll leave him with this last kiss