The Only Thing You Knew

The cold, dry, desperation
Sent a shock of sensation
Through your sick little head
You will never stop until it's dead
You push, you shove, and you never get enough
The one thing no one told you is how it was all going to be rough
No one prepared you for this life
Now you are face to face with a knife
It will decide you're fate and lead you through
But you sit there, faking courage when all you have to do is move
But no one ever knew you would be so shaken
I guess when everyone said you'll be okay, they were mistaken