Let's Pull the Trigger...

Shut your mouth and listen to what I have to say,
I cried and tried to run away,

one of us was standing
and one of us was down

Me, I'm the one down.
to weak to even speak

"Mommy come home." I say in a soft whisper,
but she's not here...she never is.

Why am I here, when I could be anywhere,
away from the one who brought me into this world?

Should I leave him? He's the only family that I've got.
Daddy. Oh, Daddy. Why don't you see I love you?

Yes, you are in my life, but no, you are ruining it,
I take a risk, I pack my things.

North, South, East, West? Why don't I just go up?
It's beautiful up there...I heard stories.

Let's pull the trigger...
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I'm a very outgoing girl so this is very unlike me to make sad poems but that's really the only thing I like to write about:)