bleeding tears

My eyes keep bleeding tears
And destruction's coming near
Holding on to life
Like I'm holding on to air
'Cause it's all lies and charades
When you play blood and blades
Shooting with my eyes closed
Singing heads and knees and woes
But no heart
And no place to start
Every breath I take in vain
Every mocking heart beat pain
Remembering everything that was
What a true smile is and what it does
I'm just running on ice
In a world that's fake nice
'Cause it's all lies and charades
When you play blood and blades
And my eyes are bleeding