Fake Smile

Im usually hiding behind a smile
keepin it all to myself, not wanting it out
now im breaking
cant stop shaking
freaking out
cant catch my breath
past to present
no way to vent
no way to prevent
my wall, it shattered
broken into ten million peices
right along the creases
I start to run
but that would never get done
my true fear is shown
all hope is gone.,