Endless Suffering

As the music is taken away from a careless mistake
My muse dies because that was my only hope
Of ever making it to the big time
But because of that one mistake, I just sit here and mope

The final days of the year draw to an end
Yet my muse is still gone
Dead from my mind, dead from my head
I wonder, will I be able to continue on?

Now that I have gotten a bit better
More sadness begins to fill my life
I walked in onto a murder scene
And since then, there has been nothing but strife

That one careless mistake of mine
It has caused me more harm than good
They all left me to fend for myself
No one would help me, even if they could

So I am here writing this to you
Don't make the same mistake, that's all they said
These voices have even abandoned me
Just like my loved ones...they're happy I'm dead