High in the sky

High in the sky...

Though I'm high in the sky I'm still thinking of you,
And all the things I've never got to do.
The touch of your lips against mine,
Still sends shivers down my spine.
I wonder if they're soft and and smooth.
I wonder if the kiss would take my breath away.
I wonder if you would still love me in the morning.

Though I'm high in the sky I'm still wishing of you,
And all the things I'll never do to you.
I'll never cheat, nor lie. With you I never had to hide.
I wonder why you had to cheat and break my heart.
I wonder if it tore you apart knowing you hurt me.
I wonder if you still do love and care about me.

Though I'm i'm in the sky I'm still counting the reasons why,
I love you and why I care, even now it seems unfair.
I love your smile,I love your hair, I love the way you were always
there. Your humor so strong kept me laughing I loved the way
your eyes looked at me with what I thought was a burning
passion. I wonder why I still think about you and have to smile.
I wonder if I can one day be your Mrs's.
I wonder if we will have little kids.

Though I'm high in the sky I'm still healing from the hurt,
and the pain you put me through though it feels untrue.
My heart still heavy, my eyes still red, the feeling you make
me wish I was dead. I wish my dream never had an end.
I wonder when will this feeling go far away and stay.
I wonder why the innocent girl has to feel this pain.
I wonder if I should ever give you my heart again.

Though I'm high in the sky I'm still unsure what to do,
should I give all my love to you, or would that make me
the fool. I wish I could trust you and give you my love.
I wish I could hold you and never let go. I wish things
were simple but the truth is that you broke the rules.
And that I don't want to end up that stupid fool.
I wonder if letting you go is right though I want to hold
on tight and keep that memory through the nights.
I wonder why my heart can't just be sure if I should go
back through our closed door of our hearts i've longed for.
I wonder when my heart will be ready for you and me.

Though I'n high in the sky it'll never make sense,
if I should hold you and give you my love again.
I'm writing this my dear to make it all clear for you
and I. No matter how high I fly in the sky I can never
count the reasons why I love you. Though I touch
the clouds I'll never know why you hurt me and why
I had to let you go. Though I look out the window
and see the beauty I will never understand why I can't
get rid of the pain. Though I see the world perfectly I
won't ever be sure if I should open up that door. Though
I write all of this high in the sky I'm still counting the reasons
why.
♠ ♠ ♠
Originally written for my ex boyfriend.