When He Took His Life, He Took Mine Too

It scares me
When I see him cry
Pound his fists into the wall
The pavement

I try not to cry
When I see the scars
Horizontal pain
I feel like I cant do anything

I cring in fear
When I see his body
So thin all I see is bone
I feel like I might break him

He notices
When Im scared
When I cry
When I cringe

He tolds me tight
And I whisper into his hair
"Please. Please dont leave me"
He kises me
And tells me he loves me

The morning comes
And he isnt there
Hes in a box
Cold to the touch

His note read
"Im sorry
I love you babe"
But the note is burried with his finers in the box
That will forever hold the man I love