The Pain

I feel like it never ceases
By the hand it seizes
And takes me under
Making me wonder
What it’s like to be normal?
Always joyful?

Lies escape my lips
While the real reason for my tears slips
Through my mind
As I remind
Myself that nothing will be the same
As I try to forget what I became

Right when I think it’s gone
Again, it starts to spawn
It rips me apart
And breaks my heart
It swells in my brain
The pain