this is it, this is the end.

It's stupid really.
My stupid excuse for a life
how i lie, and how it's like I'm trying to be in with the crowd.
how pathetic i seem compared to everybody,
what they do.. they actually do it properly, and not my way.
i feel so stupid.
my roller coaster of emotions, they're just annoying
the way i act, dying for sympathy.
how I'm afraid to be myself, scared of what people will say.
i hate who i am, anything i do, seems to not please people,
I'm never good enough for anyone.