My Heart

I guess I'll just lay here
Let you contiue to walk all over me
I'll wait in the dark hoping you will turn on the light
But I lie here and think is he even real?

I dont want to tell you goodbye again
But everyday I ignore the truth
My best doesnt seem good enough
I want to leave you,but oh those eyes
I see you wanting her more and more
Me fading more and more out of your life

My mind keeps saying no my heart keeps fighting back yes
If I could only just shut you out, like all the others
But I crave for your touch and your attention
Your looks drive me insane, a fire is burning inside me

I want to forget about you forever
My heart has caved into my chest
I cant see straight
I lie here awake, but inside I feel dead
Your face stares back at me as I look at my cealing

I sit up and my eyes go directly to your picture
My alram clock suddenly smashes it up agaisnt the wall
My breathe is getting heavier
The pieces of glass lie there in the corner with my heart
This all happened because you wanted her instead

So when you see my face
I hope you see the pain that overwhelms it
When she kisses you
I hope you feel my eyes watching
If you see my picture
I hope your heart runs to the corner to mine.