stop... just stop i'm begging you...

A sudden realization,
of certain fascination.

To harm oneself,
is to harm another.
And to not care,
is to despise the other.

The only way,
I can keep the fear away.

I'm not afraid of loosing you,
but of you losing yourself.
Not of losing your love,
but keeping yourself high on a shelf.

To hide from the other,
is to betray the other.

Somtimes I believe,
that the best way is to just stop.
To not let the tears fall,
not a single drop.

To cry these tears,
is to satisfy my fears.

I love you too much,
so if you do anything I care.
And everytime you hurt youself,
you always give me a scare.

To love you is to wonder,
what will keep my heart from going under.

I think it's possible,
you will understand one day.
And when you finally see it,
I love you is all I'll say.

To be your lover,
is to care for you forever.