Find Me When I'm Gone Again

Find me when I'm gone again
That seems like the only time I exist
No one sees me when I'm here
So let me disappear

I could care so much more
If some one out there did the same
But I see that will never be
So let me fade away

I'll never let you know I'm gone
I will never fight, not now
I've lost so many times before
There's nothing left to lose, I'm sure

Nothing left to look back to
If you ever had the heart to care
Tomorrow is another day
But I won't be there- I won't be there

I'm through with everything
Finally free, finally-
And let me reassure you, world
I'll laugh harder than I ever have
Smile more than possible
When I leave

Find me when I'm gone again
If you can find the time to see
How far gone I really am
Just how much it's killing me....