Self Harm And I Love You's

The final light burns out
As I lay on the cold bed beside my love
My legs a burnt mess
And my arms bitten with hypothermia
I think of the love
The light and my heart
Whose heart poisoned mine
By just those last few words
The words "self harm" burn inside
As these last few drops hit my unmoving head
Paralyzing my whole body
With just those simple two words
They burn an image in my head
That cannot be erased
My memory of you is now forever scarred
And I see your face
A motionless bloody hell of a mess
The last three words I heard out of your mouth
The words "I love you"
Are now the most precious words I could ever hear
As you lay on your deathbed
Those utterly bloodied wrists
The cuts way deeper than meant
Landed you straight in the hospital
Laying in a cold bed
With me by your side
I take those last few seconds
And share the precious moments we had together
Only to pick up the knife and your I.V.
To disconnect everything keeping you alive
And to slit my wounded throat
Just to be with you in a better place