I wanted to apologize Katelyn.

*And Im free game,
It's my blade,
Isn't that what you always say?
You hypocrital bitch,
I'll do it anyway,
Just give me the relief of my fucking fits.

At least I tell you when I pull this shit,
You just do it and say,
Im sorry, sorry, I didn't mean it.
Well, neither do I, at least thats what I tell you anway.*

**I don't mean it!
How dare you not believe shit.
Don't you think the blood is price enough to pay?
Why do I need you here contradicting everything I say?

You're not aloud to do it!
I can, because I'm already awful,
You can't ever pull that shit!
You're not as much of a lost soul.**

-Look at these two,
Best friends, pissed at eachother,
You'd think they'd have thought this through.
Best friends help eachother, these chicks just make me shudder.-

--All that's happening here,
Is a common fear,
Of losing the other,
But they don't handle it right, and they both suffer.--

*Yes I fucking am!
I'm just as bad as you, and ten times worse!
Youre wonderful, damn.
Someone shoot me, Ive never been in a hearse.

I should die already,
I suck at life.
Fucking loser, thats me!
Where's my god damn knife?*

**Shut the fuck up,
You can't do that.
I know you don't make your shit up,
But its not worth that.

I should fucking die,
I ruin everyones life,
Not you..-sigh-
We fight about this every other night.**

-They need to stop and think,
Losing eachother, they're on the brink,
Im pretty sure that wouldn't end well.
Hell, they'd probably kill themselves.-

--Right? I know what you mean.
These girls, are fucking keen,
On making the wrong moves,
They walk TOO MUCH in eachothers shoes.--

This is my apology,
My way to say,
Im sorry.
I'm a hypocrite, But hey.
I love you,
And that will never change.