never knew

i don't know them in any way,
yet I'm related to them.
i didn't grow up with them,
but i wish i did.
i was born into a family,
but not the one i thought.
i was raised with a sister,
yet she hated me to the core.
i all ways wanted a brother,
yet i had three.
i had a grandmother that i never knew,
yet i never will.
i wanted so many things,
yet i had all of them.
but i never really knew...
ill never really know any of them.