Broken

You were my shining star the source of my light
I stayed up to talk to you every night
I never thought that it would have come to this
Loving you is a feeling I miss

I was always afraid to walk away
Afraid your feelings would start to sway
Afraid I was doing wrong
Feelings described by a singers song

I may be quirky and weird to you
But believe me you are too
It's something that I grew to love
Were you sent to me from up above?

The certain things that made you laugh
I'd go out of my way on your behalf
Try and make you giggle and smile
And those cut things lasted awhile

But then the disappeared one day
And I had wished that they would stay
But then things changed like you said
Your love for me had been stricken dead

Out of nowhere I get the news
And for a month or two I had the blues
Those feelings still come and go
I promised you that you wouldn't know

And still I think that you can't tell
The feelings I have that I've hidden so well
I wonder what you'd say if I explained
Why I sat there and never complained

Throughout the duration of what made me happy
The lovey-dovey stuff that some call sappy
But I don't care it's who I am
It's as if you never gave a damn

You walked all over me with no restraint
And you never heard a single complaint
Sometimes I feel I wasted time
Doing this to someone should be a crime

You did me wrong when I did right
I never harmed you or blurred your sight
With tears of sadness as a heart was broken
It was all from words you had spoken