Oblivious

Why was I acting so dumb?
This stupidity is leaving me numb
It may seem harmless and stupid to some
What happens to me? What have I become?

Even I, myself, don’t even know
What I’ve become and where to go
When I ask for help the answer is no
I am a nobody with nothing to show

Remember those times that I helped you?
I extended my hand, while my honesty grew
Trying to tell you what you could do
Conversations we had, conclusions we drew

They turned into nothing, part of the past
Who ever thinks a friendship will last?
Even though some sort of kinship amassed
Now I’m part of the shadow you cast

Now I think that you never cared
I wonder what happened to that kinship we shared?
Now I’m alone beginning to get scared
Even though I helped you with a problem you bared