Terrible

I am dying on the inside
No one to talk to in which I confide
I am back in the background once again
What if you need me? What happens then?

You come crying to me asking to talk
I agreed to help when I wanted to walk
To give you the feeling of being alone
Give you those feelings that I still call my own

I continue to drown in endless sorrow
Without some wisdom from you to borrow
I retreat in the end with nowhere to go
My personality has changed and you didn’t know

You chose to ignore what used to be me
Now you are hating the changes you see
These changes happened because of you
You left me alone with nothing to do

We do not talk and time goes on
I’m doing worse now, now that you’re gone
In fact right now I’m doing quite terrible
The pain of losing you I still find unbearable