Feel Scars

You laugh at my expense.

I stand there and take it.

You throw names my way,

I stand there let the tears fall.

You cause me pain,

So my thoughts of me become a distorted emotional chain.

You push me down and spit on my feelings,

I slowly feel as if my skin is peeling.

And all that's left is blood on the floor,

A puddle of me a puddle of your distaste.

You leave me to bleed leave me to waste.

An aching head and a broken heart.

My mind is beginning to dance apart.

I'm breaking down and you wont set me free,

With every hurtful word you abuse me.

Why can't I just cease to exist.

If I were gone I doubt I'd be missed.

I'm slowly dying now,

Slowly crying now,

And my heart is on fire.

My insides turn to ash,

Everything in me is crumbling down.

And as I begin to fade,

I notice the deep wounds you cut ,

And you didn't use a blade.

I smile for now you can hurt me no longer.

As I fall, I fall into nothing but dark.

But as I go I will always carry your scaring marks.