dont have one

my mind continues to scream,
i wish it was a dream,
thoughts bounce from side to side,
i wana hide,
from all man kind,
from my mind,
these endless thoughts.
i have fought,
i wana swing,
i wana hear that bell ring,
my fist will sing,
that words i cannot speak,
im at my peak,
im no longer sane,
the paiin continues to rain,
the tears crawl within my lungs,
they swallow me,
from the inside out,
they take my breath away,
i continue to pray,
for a new day.
3-24-11