Sinking

The malicious music to my ears,
brings a wave of overwhelming tears.
Tsunami of emotions rising, the seep,
in the depth of my soul, hidden so deep.
As the weight lies down on my figure,
I no longer feel numbly hidden in the place i'm secure.
Suffocation hits on impact without expectation,
and i'm suddenly shocked by the long duration.
The never ending heaviness holding me down,
makes me no longer afraid, but calm
as i'm about to drown.