Pain To Carry

Just say it
I keep messing up bit by bit
There's nothing I can do to fix this
So kill me now and give me great bliss
The fighting,the pain,the agony
It's as if I carry the souls of many
To be sent into the world of the unknown
Is something I wish I could condonne
To be sent into that great bliss
With nothing really to miss
To be sent into the great sleep
Into the water that is oh so deep
Is something I wish for day after day
There's nothing else really to say
To have the pain lifted off of me
Is something that just can't be
My heart heavy with agony
Wishing for someone to hear my plea
To feel pain and hate
Whatever happened to that gate?
The one filled with happiness and love
Why that place is above
Where I am not
I never really deserved what I got
To carry the souls that have felt the same pain
With nothing else to gain
To be let free from the world of pain
Somewhere that I have something to gain
To feel happiness and love
Is thrown away like an old glove
Replaced and forgotten
The souls of the forgotten are one with mine
To forever dine
On my heart and soul...