Losing You

I look over at you and our eyes lock,
Just long enough for me to know that you are alone.
A pang of guilt hits and washes over me,
And I wish that I was over there with you.

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We’re right beside each other, as friends forever,
At least that’s what I hope and think.
I tell you everything that I feel inside,
You process it, and then forget about me.

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Courage is something I have always had,
But at the times that I need it, it seems to fail.
You move gracefully, it would be so easy,
To just join you and let you know that you’re not alone.

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The words you say to me take a deep strike,
I didn’t mean for something like this to happen.
Forgive me for thinking that you would understand,
And then we’re opposites, but wishing not.

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I walk over to you, with all the courage that I have,
The courage’s effort is destroyed as I am rejected,
For trying once again, with hope soon ruined.

You won’t accept me, for who I want to be,
For the person that I actually am,
I don’t want to be mad at you, but you won’t take me back.