So Blue

He says he loves me, He doesnt act it though...
We talk a lot, But then we randomly stop...
What's racing through his head, When he's on the phone with me?
What's racing through my head, Is far to hard to see.
Im sitting in my room, staring at a wall
I'm nearing towards the edge, I know I'm bout to fall..
My heart is slowly torn, Torn to tiny bits..
Why does he want to call, When my brain is on the fritz?
Every one says I dont need his love, I dont want it.
But cant you see thats not true, Its not true.
How can this one person, Make me so blue?
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My dad is not in my life. Not as much as I wish he was, at least. I see him maybe once or twice a year. He has rights to me every other weekend and wednesday night but doesnt want me. Oh well...I'll cry myself to sleep one more night..