Fall

Let's keep our fingers crossed, and hope for eternal rest
I apologize for only giving you half of my best
You made me feel like everything, when I had nothing at all
Now you would just stand there and watch me fall

Why would you do this to me?
As the clocks run out of time
I've not much thoughts left in my head
Not much thoughts left in my mind
Would you really stand there, just to watch me fall?
Slowly into place, one day I'll have it all

Let's keep this a secret just between you and I
Words between pen and paper as I slowly write
The last words that anyone will ever know
I sing them in hope for help, this is my last note

Why would you do this to me?
As the clocks run out of time
I've not much thoughts left in my head
Not much thoughts left in my mind
Would you really stand there, just to watch me fall?
Slowly into place, one day I'll have it all

I'm not ashamed that in death you never knew me
I'm just disappointing that you never tried
My head was filled with false hopes
My arms reached out for rope, but never for the sky

Why would you do this to me?
Practically put the gun to my mind
You even loaded all of the bullets
I'm thanking you, you've never been that kind
Ceiling's about to be red, as you wear that smile
I'm just pulling the trigger, but I've been dead for a while