Confusion
Am I truly stupid?
Or are my fears necessary?
Silence from you
For so long
Torture from her
And her typed words
Pain aches in my chest
As I wait for my phone to ring
Sorrow clamps my throat
For hours of loneliness
Am I really just stupid?
Or am I readying for another hit?
Temptation from the blade
That helps rid the pain
Distrust grows deep
As I wonder about hidden lies
Uncertainty from the mind
For knowing your feelings for her
Tears from my eyes
When I question if your words are forced
Am I stupid?
Or am I close to the end...again?
Or are my fears necessary?
Silence from you
For so long
Torture from her
And her typed words
Pain aches in my chest
As I wait for my phone to ring
Sorrow clamps my throat
For hours of loneliness
Am I really just stupid?
Or am I readying for another hit?
Temptation from the blade
That helps rid the pain
Distrust grows deep
As I wonder about hidden lies
Uncertainty from the mind
For knowing your feelings for her
Tears from my eyes
When I question if your words are forced
Am I stupid?
Or am I close to the end...again?