Tied Down

Your angry but you don't know why.
You hurt yourself to pass the time by.
You feel like your going insane and you don't know how to stop the pain.
So you run away in the dark of night.
You keep running but you don't know why.
So you come to a halting stop.
You realize your on a bridge seeing nothing but stars shining brightly in the dark loving sky and the little light coming from above the bridge.
You hear nothing except the empty quietness and the swooshing lullabying sounds of the running river below you.
You look around for you feel someones presence, but you see nobody.
You see a rope instead.
Grabbing it, you tightly and securely tie it to a metal pole on the bridge.
You tie the other end around your neck soon diving off of the bridge head first.
Everything seems to go in slow motion.
You feel as free as a bird.
Feeling the cool air running through your hair and hearing your heart beating a loud thump, thump.
You look back at the bridge seeing a dark figure.
You feel a connection with the dark figure, wondering if its real or not.
But it only last a second.
For the rope snaps your neck and your just swinging there back and forth in the dark stary night, hearing the sounds of the running lullabying river below you.
And suddenly you hear a loud evil screeching laugh and you know your dead.
Sadly and slowly your soul escapes from your body.
But you don't go to heaven nor hell.
Your soul gets to roam the earth for all eternity.
This makes you more sad and so you just repeat your sad, sorrowful, suicide for all eternity. Hoping, that someday you get to go to heaven where theirs happiness and people who love and care about you and what you do.