Suicidal Thoughts

Sometimes I want to lay there
In the bath
Put my head under the surface
Feel the water around my face
The crashing of the water in my ears
Breathe in slowly
Let the water in
Let it swamp my lungs
Replacing vital oxygen
Breathe with water
Feel life being washed away
Water taking over
Drowning in the bath
Let the water replace the hurt
Let it wash away my fears
Let it wash away my life