Who am I?

Theses colors I see?
They devour me.
Red,
black.
Black,
red.
The empty,
and the hollow.
The wet,
and dripping.
My soul; an empty space
where once was love,
and belonging.
My flesh; worn and scarred,
where once beauty held.
The damage I've crafted,
sickens the healthy.
And those who are sick,
rejoice in their tier bump.
Who am I,
with these two colors?
I am eyes and ears,
and mouth and nose.
Heart with a faint beat,
and soul without purpose.
But now blue,
that color is mine.
Blue like the azure sky,
like the clear of the sea,
Blue, beady eyes,
Save a wretch like me.
Who am I,
with this color of blue?
I am rosy cheeks,
and warm heart.
I am love.