untitled.(for now)

The scars aren't fading.
She's upgrading.
The return policy expired.

Her heart is cascading
She's falling apart.
She's breaking.

Trembling at the thoughts,
She regrets ever letting go.
But regrets the first kiss.

Burned into my brain,
Your face mocks me every moment I breathe.
I have to get rid of you.

Like a lullaby,
Your voice softly crescendos in my ear.
Making me scream.

Blood boiling in my heart,
My veins slowly DE-thaw
Leaving my restlessness for your touch.

The lingering feel of your skin is the only remains I have.
Not even a token of desire is remembered.
But the scars, they aren't fading.

Memories prance into my thoughts.
Dancing away all positivity I earned.
Justice takes its toll on my withering breath.

Life in me is scarce.
Living right now seem impossible.
I need a rescue.

She comes along,
Sweeping me off my feet.
Strangely repairing all of my losses.

I need her.
Ever second, I need her.
To see her.

Love is an insult to the way I feel about this girl.
For so long, I have waited.
But no longer do I.

I wail at the sound.
The sound of my heart breaking.
It's all coming back..

My love for her has never been stronger,
But you slither back in.
Always ruining what I have achieved.

And now that I'm better,
You come back in.
Poisoning all I have.

Screaming, I say. "leave me alone!"
But you don't listen.
You never have.

Terrified, I tremble.
Wanting only her to hold me,.
Only her touch ever again.

But I feel the jaggedness of your skin linger upon me.
Breathlessly taking me away form my support.
I thrash.

I shout, But you don't listen.
You never have.
Why would you now?

I feel the softness of her hand grasp against me,
Pulling me free of your grip.
No longer am I yours.

Forever, we love each other.
Forever we will be.
And forever, is our eternity.