Tonight You Close Your Eyes

How do I feel alone
With you by my side?
This pain, it severs the bone.
Last night I cried.
Did you even see?
No, you were sound asleep.
I had no choice but to agree
For this secret I must keep.
These doubts don’t ever stray
From the confines of my mind.
I pretend I’m okay
And keep that combined
With sweet smiles of adoration.
There seems to be nothing I can do
And it fills me with frustration.
So I’ll just stay loving you, like I always do.