WALLS.

I put walls for reasons
And kept them there for years
People could not hurt me
I would not end in tears
I let them down three years ago
look where that brought me
I made my first big mistake
I was stupid, couldn’t see
I put them up for those three years
And it’s gotten me so far
I was me, and you were you
Now a new one’s up to par
He is the perfect one for me
And so I let him in
I broke down all my walls for him
Sadly now I cannot grin
I must not have learned the first time
Because my walls were way far down
They wouldn’t build up fast enough
I knew that I would drown
Before I could finish it
And secure myself once more
He did the absolutely unthinkable
The rain began to pour
I slowly sank into the mud
The wall now far from reach
I got lost in my emotions
My screams, no nothing, screech
I had let this happen to me
For just the second time
I was more than livid
My thought was a crime
I was weak and defenseless
I was stupid to think
That even one person
Could change me in a blink
As a hand came out and pulled me up
I furiously built my wall
This time I went higher
It had to be taller than tall
I know I must trust some people
But I just can’t rely
On everyone around me
To help me to get by
So the walls will be my friend now
And I shall keep them there
No boy, no person will tear them down
I will never have a scare
Because from now on I take care of me
I let few people from above
Come over my ginormous wall
There’s no such thing as love?...