I hope.

I hope you see my face
and be reminded
of all you put me through
I hope you see the scars
that hide under my shirt
and know their because of you
I hope you see my eyes
tear up and leak
all because i see you
I think
I hope
I wish for you to be gone
to know that its because of you
I'm like this
I can't wait for you to go
you don't deserve to be here at all
it's not fair
I hope you see my blank stare
into your cold hard eyes
I hope you realise that i could be normal
I hope you cry
I hope you hurt
I hope you take back what you said
yes I remember
I hope you feel guilty
for everything you said
behind my back
I hope you laugh out of bitterness of your own resentment
I hope you learn to hate yourself just like I do.