I'm Sorry

I'm sorry I'm not fucking good enough
I know in your eyes what I am
I'm sorry with me you are stuck
But the truth is I don't give a damn

I know that you want me to change
But fuck you I'm not going to
This is myself I can't rearrange
I'm sorry I'm worthless to you

You say I can't do anything right
But you're the one who raised me
I'll just fucking leave you tonight
And the dissapointment you'll no longer see

The person you want isn't me
Your expectations are too high
All I want is to be happy
But you're making me think i should die
♠ ♠ ♠
....dedicated to my mom