The Last Time I Told The Truth

I could run my mouth
Fill your ears with lies
How you don't mean a thing to me,
I never loved you,
And I will be over you by tomorrow.

Or I could tell the truth.
That you turn my world all around and upside down
By a touch or a word.

After each time I see you,
i have to count time by the beat of my racing heart.

When I see you by someone else,
I can't help but surrender to the voices in my head
that make me jealous and angry.

That there hasn't been a night,
where I don't fall asleep to the sound of your voice
Or the thought of your face.

That I gave up listening
to the opionions of my friends or family
Who were right.

Because you found the key to my heart
And hijacked my insides.

You got what you wanted
And left before I caught on.

You left your mark on me
Mentally, Emotionally, and Physically.

And I was stupid enough
To tell the truth.

And that's why I am alone.