Dear Life, Thanks For Not UnderStanding

I know this feeling

Of being a failure

And usually I have a plan to run

But this time I have failed to

I’m stuck to take the disappointment

And struggle to stay afloat

Your words are meaningless

Your friendship is dead

I try to understand you

But you never took the time to do the same

I never judged you

When you made your mistakes

I let you make your own life

Ruin it? Go on ahead

Me?

Did I act so perfect?

That when I fall its all a shame

Do you feel the hurt that I felt

Like a knife stabbing me wide open

Anything to block the voices

Anything that will work

You should know that feeling

Try to remember even if it hurts

I guess what I’m saying

Is you’re a hypocrite

You ruin our own life

But don’t let me do the same

Don’t make my choices for me

that’s why I’m already insane