What if i don't want too

I have to be the strong one all the time
Wipe away the tears of those around me
Be the shoulder to cry on when those are in need
Be the one to look up too
Be the one the never cries
Be the one that is always calm
Always pretty
Always happy
Always perfect (in appearance)
But what if i don't want too?
I want to be weak for just a day
Have someone wipe my tears
Cry on someones shoulder
Look up to someone else
Just cry
and be angry
not get changed
be sad
not do my makeup
But what if i don't want too?