I'm Fading Fast

I'm at the point of walking away,
Just spinning in circles,
Never knowing what to feel.
It's tiring to wonder what's alright to say,
Always walking on eggshells,
Trying to piece myself back together
All on my own.
Maybe it's time to say goodbye
To all the things that break me a little more each time.
Conflicted with all that I've just said,
Hoping that this will be read,
We had our moments and forever will they be memories,
But now that's what I'll have to be,
Nothing but a memory fading fast.
♠ ♠ ♠
Another one of me and my now ex bestfriend. This was just before I told him I couldn't handle it anymore and then he left.