No sigh No cry

Up all night all alone
I cant help but thinking of you
I look at the time on my phone
Not sure what to do

i do sleep well
and my thoughts dont help at all
Im not sure if you can tell
But you kinda made me fall

Dont worry I can deal
I have lots to worry about
aside from the way i feel
The nights so long i want to shout

Im no sure how long i can do this for
I look up at the moon
I throw my poems on the floor
Wanting it to be noon

I cant ever say what I really feel
So i write my silly poetry
I try to be chill
I wish someone could see

Im broken and sad
I fake a smile
wanting you to be glad
Crying isnt my style

But i want cry
Alone in the moon light
I cant say why
Im not sure i can keep up the fight....