Im not what you think i am...

its hard to trust
so many have betrayed me
Im going to bust
No one can see

I put on a fake smile
pretend im okay
For a long while
It stays all day

I fight the pain
Not wantting you to look at me as different
Im trying to stay sain
Truth is im bent

Im broken
Im hurt
My story unspoken
Ive been treated like dirt

Ive been hurt in more ways than one
Alot has hapend
Nothing has helped the sadness be undone
On me you and i depend

I try to stay strong
But im weak
Ive actted for so long
the real me is not what you seek
I go out of my way
To protect you
Make sure your okay
No matter what you do

Even if im blue...
I'll help you.